it has been 1 year and 5 months ever since i donned the green uniform

the end is near.

I can see a glimmer of light, shining persistently at the other end of this cold and dark tunnel

every step is definitely ONE step closer

but every step, is SERIOUSLY a painful one

i shall close my eyes, bite my lips and clench my fists

till i reach the other side

its been brain-cleansing for 2 months

learnt lessons the hard way

its a painful procedure

but i am still happy

cause there are still ppl that brighten my day

thank u guys

its been long since i posted something.

will be boarding the plane in 9hrs, destination India

for 2 wks i will be there

hopefully everything will run smooth and safe=)

i pray that god will love me and protect me

back again as usual haha!

hope can watch The Spy Next Door tonight=)

i hate to say, that i hate my life now

i hate every sunday evening

why do i have to do all these things

its so stressful

it broke down.
and it was significant.
when something significant breaks down,
it no longer signifies anything.
and it translates to nothing.

Today is a memorable day

24th of december 2009

exactly 1 year,
365.25 days ago

25th of december 2008

on these both days i went to the same place with absolutely no intention

sentosa palawan beach, crossed the bridge to the small island with two towers.

except for the company i had a year ago

why is it so coincidental? why am i treated like a fool?

yet i cant tell anyone about it. ppl will think i am crazy

ITS BEEN 1 YEAR. DONT BE STUBBORN, DONT BE STUPID.

i know. if i could, i would. i surely would


and, history will repeat again on the 31st of december 2009

when i will be going back to the same place i did on 31st december 2008

with the same ppl

why is it so coincidental

something is all out to take me down

hope that 2010 will be a fresh new year

As Usual, i will go watch fireworks on new year night!

any one wanna go with me?

Recently, i am on a movie frenzy

watch movies every now and then

ever since last sunday i watched three movies

Couples Retreat, New Moon, Storm Warriors

none is nice haha!

except for New Moon

the movie reminds me that, time flies so fast

its been one year since Twilight showed

and the memory of us watching Twilight at ehub is still so vivid and stong in my mind

Storm Warriors is too much. haha

couples retreat is boring and horny lol