妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂
作者:雪域天下
妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂,
随着地动山摇的一声巨响,
我看见你跌坐在嘈杂的操场,
撕心裂肺的呼喊还在我的耳旁。
妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
漫天的星星可都是你的泪光，
黑夜里我不是孤独的流浪，
同学们手牵手嘶哑地歌唱。
妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
老师说那边再没有鸟语花香，
所以我恋恋不舍回头张望，
绿水青山却是一片苍凉。
妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
只是我舍不下曾经的梦想，
帮我把漂亮的书包好好收藏，
我听见废墟里姐姐的书声朗朗。
妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
可惜我等不及看到绿色的军装，
我还想写完老师布置的作业，
留恋着黑板、书本和课堂。
妈妈，别哭，我去了天堂，
有灯光生活总就有希望，
睁开眼睛我要看你活得坚强，
你的爱永远把我的路照亮…
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
Went to Raffles Hotel's Jubilee hall to help out in a performance=)
the theatre was very beautiful!!
it was so victorian-style, the lightings and seatings are so cool
and i even got to climb up the ceilings where they get to adjust the lightings on the roof
its so high la, and the passageway was a little shaky.. so exciting
its fun being backstage crew too!
i had to shift boxes on the stage during the performance, and hide behind backdrops and shift them during specific times of the play
at the ending, all the backstage crew had to go out and act cute la haha
cause its a childrens performance
so fun.. then yong sheng so paisei lo, he run out at the wrong time then he act cute two times whereas we all did once only haha..
will post pics another time=)
the theatre was very beautiful!!
it was so victorian-style, the lightings and seatings are so cool
and i even got to climb up the ceilings where they get to adjust the lightings on the roof
its so high la, and the passageway was a little shaky.. so exciting
its fun being backstage crew too!
i had to shift boxes on the stage during the performance, and hide behind backdrops and shift them during specific times of the play
at the ending, all the backstage crew had to go out and act cute la haha
cause its a childrens performance
so fun.. then yong sheng so paisei lo, he run out at the wrong time then he act cute two times whereas we all did once only haha..
will post pics another time=)
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
yesterday was CCS last debrief.....
not everyone turned up..
but there was alot that i wanted to say to CCS
i wanted to give credit to the props, the music, the lights and the actors..
i wanted to thank them for making this dream come true..
just like wat siew li said, its realli a dream we once didnt dare to make..
i regreted choking on my words when i was given the chance to speak as the actor..
i had alot to say actually, but then.. i cant control my emotions..
We were the super underdogs of the competition..
i guess all the schools were saying "wow! meridian! first time."
we've come this far, i am more than contented; i am glad that i had an unforgettable 18-years-old
no one expected us to even step into the finales.. we were not even an official 'Drama Club'
and we rehearsed only for less than 2 months..
i am happy that i joined CCS in the first place.
i remember coming to MJC open hse 2006, and i saw CCS booth.
it was quite quiet there; and i was attracted by the LWSSOM music lessons they had.
i went over, and Kok Ann and Hui Ping intro me to CCS.
I was telling Yee Chuan, i wanted nothing to do with Drama. i loved music only.
and..... here i am.
its been a short 1 year i had with Chinese Drama.
but i learned quite alot. and i was given so many chances to perform.
i feel soo attached to Arts theatre of Singapore now.
to think that, if i were to make the wrong choice during my cca selection, i wouldnt be who i am today.
CCS changed me.
although i werent close to many of the CCS members, i felt the urge to commit.
all because this was a cca that gave me chances.
come to think of it, the chances were given not because i deserved it, but because there was no choice as our cca had too little Guys..
haha, after spending this 1 year so fruitfully, reality told me many times that there are many things that can only be stored as memories, and nothing more.
After the Debrief, i was trying to take pictures of CCS gathering together in class and working together for the last time carrying the props and costumes around.
but too bad i couldnt upload them onto my blog.
its all in my head now.
cant wait for mr gan's treat.
and ccs bbq perhaps?
haha
not everyone turned up..
but there was alot that i wanted to say to CCS
i wanted to give credit to the props, the music, the lights and the actors..
i wanted to thank them for making this dream come true..
just like wat siew li said, its realli a dream we once didnt dare to make..
i regreted choking on my words when i was given the chance to speak as the actor..
i had alot to say actually, but then.. i cant control my emotions..
We were the super underdogs of the competition..
i guess all the schools were saying "wow! meridian! first time."
we've come this far, i am more than contented; i am glad that i had an unforgettable 18-years-old
no one expected us to even step into the finales.. we were not even an official 'Drama Club'
and we rehearsed only for less than 2 months..
i am happy that i joined CCS in the first place.
i remember coming to MJC open hse 2006, and i saw CCS booth.
it was quite quiet there; and i was attracted by the LWSSOM music lessons they had.
i went over, and Kok Ann and Hui Ping intro me to CCS.
I was telling Yee Chuan, i wanted nothing to do with Drama. i loved music only.
and..... here i am.
its been a short 1 year i had with Chinese Drama.
but i learned quite alot. and i was given so many chances to perform.
i feel soo attached to Arts theatre of Singapore now.
to think that, if i were to make the wrong choice during my cca selection, i wouldnt be who i am today.
CCS changed me.
although i werent close to many of the CCS members, i felt the urge to commit.
all because this was a cca that gave me chances.
come to think of it, the chances were given not because i deserved it, but because there was no choice as our cca had too little Guys..
haha, after spending this 1 year so fruitfully, reality told me many times that there are many things that can only be stored as memories, and nothing more.
After the Debrief, i was trying to take pictures of CCS gathering together in class and working together for the last time carrying the props and costumes around.
but too bad i couldnt upload them onto my blog.
its all in my head now.
cant wait for mr gan's treat.
and ccs bbq perhaps?
haha
Monday, May 5, 2008
Sunday, May 4, 2008
today was the Finales of the drama competition=)
reached Ulu Pandan cc quite early in the morning to attend the briefing, then we started to do our make-up and do some last minute practices..
1hr before the actual performance, my mood went really low.. talked to YongSheng about the irritating experience i had, and i was so worried about the whole performance. after last minute make-up, i went into total sadness as i tried to immerse myself into the emotions of my character.
i guess many were finding me quite wierd, cause i was being extremely quiet, ignoring anyone who talks to me.. tears occasionally rolled down, and my eyes was like super red as i prepared to go upstage..
soon, it was our school's turn..
well, i think all of us put in our best effort for this last performance we have.. i am proud of u guys!! we did well, and we made history for our cca=) haha
although we didnt get the top three, we got the "most Creative Play" award, which i tot was very satisfying already!
abruptly, all of us left the place in seperate ways.. the usual group went for dinner, but i didnt manage to join them as i had to remove make-up=( so SIAN
in the end, BJDH peeps met up to go to starbucks for a drink, then i went home halfway to go help my mom=( SIAN
haha today ended quite SIANly..
hope Mr Gan will surprise us with a good dinner treat as a celebration for the competition!
hope i am not dreaming lolx
well, now its the emo part(for me)
and everything's over now..
its been 4 months
non-stop action.. with rehearsals till 9+ at arts theatre for BJDH
and rehearsals till 8+ in school for SMLJ
there isnt a day where i didnt have to worry about rehearsals
and how the hell did i manage to endure it?
all i can say is that its been very fun..
so fun, i cant imagine how sch life will be from tml onwards
no more rehearsals
going home early after school
doing tutorials
back to mugging life....
Chinese drama has been so influential to me....
i learnt ALOT
but i still have ALOT to learn
got to make such good frens, in CCS and BJDH
as well as the fabulous directors that i worked with=)
dunno when will i ever touch chinese drama again lo.......
should be a long time still.. got NS to do...
will post pics next time..
cant wait for siew li and hui ping to send it to me!!
reached Ulu Pandan cc quite early in the morning to attend the briefing, then we started to do our make-up and do some last minute practices..
1hr before the actual performance, my mood went really low.. talked to YongSheng about the irritating experience i had, and i was so worried about the whole performance. after last minute make-up, i went into total sadness as i tried to immerse myself into the emotions of my character.
i guess many were finding me quite wierd, cause i was being extremely quiet, ignoring anyone who talks to me.. tears occasionally rolled down, and my eyes was like super red as i prepared to go upstage..
soon, it was our school's turn..
well, i think all of us put in our best effort for this last performance we have.. i am proud of u guys!! we did well, and we made history for our cca=) haha
although we didnt get the top three, we got the "most Creative Play" award, which i tot was very satisfying already!
abruptly, all of us left the place in seperate ways.. the usual group went for dinner, but i didnt manage to join them as i had to remove make-up=( so SIAN
in the end, BJDH peeps met up to go to starbucks for a drink, then i went home halfway to go help my mom=( SIAN
haha today ended quite SIANly..
hope Mr Gan will surprise us with a good dinner treat as a celebration for the competition!
hope i am not dreaming lolx
well, now its the emo part(for me)
and everything's over now..
its been 4 months
non-stop action.. with rehearsals till 9+ at arts theatre for BJDH
and rehearsals till 8+ in school for SMLJ
there isnt a day where i didnt have to worry about rehearsals
and how the hell did i manage to endure it?
all i can say is that its been very fun..
so fun, i cant imagine how sch life will be from tml onwards
no more rehearsals
going home early after school
doing tutorials
back to mugging life....
Chinese drama has been so influential to me....
i learnt ALOT
but i still have ALOT to learn
got to make such good frens, in CCS and BJDH
as well as the fabulous directors that i worked with=)
dunno when will i ever touch chinese drama again lo.......
should be a long time still.. got NS to do...
will post pics next time..
cant wait for siew li and hui ping to send it to me!!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Yesterday was Chinese Drama Competition!
It was a realli fun day man!
reached school in the morning, and the actors went to the school carpark to 'open' our voices
i think we all accidentally wished the whole pasir ris community a good morning haha
after putting on make-up we took a bus to Ulu Pandan CC
the bus ride was horrendous, i tried to cool myself down and emmerse myself into the character, but in the end i thought of my mom and i became so emotional haha
had a long wait in Ulu Pandan, touching up our make-up and eating Chicken rice(as usual)
1.45 was our performance time
thanks to kok ann who booked out of NS to come and support us=)
WA its nerve-wrecking! before the performance we were in the toilet backstage trying to cool down and get ready, and when it was our turn, i felt so pressurized man!
everyone sacrificed something for this to happen, i didnt want to spoil everything, i have to do my best
and in no time, i was already on the stage.
adrenaline rush! a totally different feeling from Bai Jia Deng Huo!
after the whole performance, i felt so reliefed, like a prisoner out of his cell haha
not so bad la, its very fun minus the stress=)
stayed back with CCS, Kok Ann and BJDH peeps to watch the remaining performances
the rest of the schools were realli good! all the JC's were very competitive
the more we watch, the less confident we became haha
after the whole competition, we went to have dinner together at Suntec City pastamania=)
its feels great to see them again! but jasmine had to leave for home half-way, so tin jun became quite lonely haha
walked over to marina square to have a walk, and when we were outside kbox, siew li received the harsh news...
and she told me too..
and i was disappointed, seriously
was quite emo, but after we played blind mice while walking through marina square, i felt much much better!
Yong Sheng lead siew li, tin jun and me while we closed our eyes
super exciting and scary!
after that we went to esplanade to.. to.. dunno how to say la haha
went there to... sing?
lolx
SUDDENLY, siew li received a good news!
and it made me real happy man! YAY
do i sound like a crazy man?
it was realli a emotional roller-coaster ride for me
the best ride i have ever been on
adding pictures next time
till then, all the best to yong sheng too!
It was a realli fun day man!
reached school in the morning, and the actors went to the school carpark to 'open' our voices
i think we all accidentally wished the whole pasir ris community a good morning haha
after putting on make-up we took a bus to Ulu Pandan CC
the bus ride was horrendous, i tried to cool myself down and emmerse myself into the character, but in the end i thought of my mom and i became so emotional haha
had a long wait in Ulu Pandan, touching up our make-up and eating Chicken rice(as usual)
1.45 was our performance time
thanks to kok ann who booked out of NS to come and support us=)
WA its nerve-wrecking! before the performance we were in the toilet backstage trying to cool down and get ready, and when it was our turn, i felt so pressurized man!
everyone sacrificed something for this to happen, i didnt want to spoil everything, i have to do my best
and in no time, i was already on the stage.
adrenaline rush! a totally different feeling from Bai Jia Deng Huo!
after the whole performance, i felt so reliefed, like a prisoner out of his cell haha
not so bad la, its very fun minus the stress=)
stayed back with CCS, Kok Ann and BJDH peeps to watch the remaining performances
the rest of the schools were realli good! all the JC's were very competitive
the more we watch, the less confident we became haha
after the whole competition, we went to have dinner together at Suntec City pastamania=)
its feels great to see them again! but jasmine had to leave for home half-way, so tin jun became quite lonely haha
walked over to marina square to have a walk, and when we were outside kbox, siew li received the harsh news...
and she told me too..
and i was disappointed, seriously
was quite emo, but after we played blind mice while walking through marina square, i felt much much better!
Yong Sheng lead siew li, tin jun and me while we closed our eyes
super exciting and scary!
after that we went to esplanade to.. to.. dunno how to say la haha
went there to... sing?
lolx
SUDDENLY, siew li received a good news!
and it made me real happy man! YAY
do i sound like a crazy man?
it was realli a emotional roller-coaster ride for me
the best ride i have ever been on
adding pictures next time
till then, all the best to yong sheng too!
Saturday, April 5, 2008
today went back to Ulu Pandan CC to give Cheryl and Sabrina support=)
it was realli fun, at last seeing those two girls after so long
however, when i reached the theatre, i missed cheryl's performance.
SO SUAY
sorry cheryl! forgive me k? haha i was rushing from the market with Jasmine buying flowers for u guys, thats why i was late
oh ya, the flower auntie in the market nearby was hilarious! she seems to be unable to make up her mind on wat types of flowers she thinks is beautiful, since we asked her for her opinions.
in the end we waited for very long time. we loved the sunflowers, but she insisted that those sunflowers CMI, so in the end we cant be bothered to argue with her, and we bought the flowers 'designed' by her haha
manage to catch Sabrina's performance=)
We saw Liu Lao Shi(rorn) today!
so happi la=) chatted with him for a while, gotten a comfy hug, said goodbye, hope to c him on 19th of april! haha
after watching all the school's performances, me Yong Sheng and Tin Jun went to marina(again..)to have dinner. jasmine couldnt make it as she had to rush home
after dinner at burger king, we went over the the bowling alley for two rounds of bowling haha
super fun!
hope to cya guys soon!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
so sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation
and its getting more and more absurb
I think this song can describe how i feel now very well..
i got a U for H2 physics..
and i deserved it..
haiz.. i need to spend more time on my studies now..
this whole MBT is a flop for me, but i am already super motivated by the exam to study hard for mid-years le!
hope that this is a good start
i must not flunk my mid-years le
my results for physics dealt me a heavy blow, brought me to my senses
and Chemistry results have yet to come
maths was not good either..
Econs is gone with the wind
maybe the only thing this MBT can give me is motivation;
motivation to study, motivation to be consistent, motivation to be decisive, motivation to make correct choices
maybe THATS the real purpose of MBT? its for me, at least
no failure will bring me down
i am awake now
nothing will stop me from getting my desired grades
A lvls, here i come!!
and its getting more and more absurb
I think this song can describe how i feel now very well..
i got a U for H2 physics..
and i deserved it..
haiz.. i need to spend more time on my studies now..
this whole MBT is a flop for me, but i am already super motivated by the exam to study hard for mid-years le!
hope that this is a good start
i must not flunk my mid-years le
my results for physics dealt me a heavy blow, brought me to my senses
and Chemistry results have yet to come
maths was not good either..
Econs is gone with the wind
maybe the only thing this MBT can give me is motivation;
motivation to study, motivation to be consistent, motivation to be decisive, motivation to make correct choices
maybe THATS the real purpose of MBT? its for me, at least
no failure will bring me down
i am awake now
nothing will stop me from getting my desired grades
A lvls, here i come!!
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