back to army... soon!
it will be another 2 wks in tekong...
gonna miss my family and friends haha

till then.. cya!

Met up with siewli and yongsheng yesterday, where we shopped for Sab's birthday present, and we had a long chat at macdonalds
its great to meet up with them, fun to tok to them=)
although they laughed at my botak head haha
its realli a wonderful feeling.. its been nearly one year, but we 3 are still strongly bonded together..
and i believe we will meet up again soon!



i realli hope to see my classmates before i go back to tekong..

but i am tired.. tired of organizing..

maybe i am lazy.. or maybe i am being sensitive..

why am i always the one expected to do the shit?

even when i just came back from NS

back from TEKONG!
gonna celebrate CNY soon=)

guys, its really very cool and comfortable to cut botak
when the tekong wind blows, u feel it on ur scalp
when u bathe, don need shampoo
when u look into the mirror, u spend less time seeing yourself

haha!

SAF don allow us to say things about NS man
shit
got lots to say

anyway, hope to c all my friends before i go in again
=)

At last, there's a conclusion.
Its been a tired journey
there were so much uncertainties

although it wasnt a happy ending
at least, it was an ending
it left me hurt so much
i find my self a crazy man
to still be able to hide my emotions
i am a SUPERMAN!

at least, now i can enlist with a peace of mind
and i do not need to make guesses anymore
there is already a conclusion
a 2nd conclusion
i choose to believe that it will be final

nevertheless, i pray that god willl love her
since i once loved her too
and i am glad that, at least, we are still good friends
=)

Tml i will be enlisting already.

thanks to my 07s201, bjdh and 07s24 peeps who made december a wonderful month for me lol

time for me to enjoy a new start=)

all the best guys! and cya soon too!

hope i can make lots of friends in NS lol

I have New Year Resolutions=)

First, i want to be more humble. haha.. its been my new year resolution for the past 3 years le. still improving on it lol

Second, i want to be less sensitive. its a new resolution. i know i am too sensitive le, and i need to change it. will work hard on it de.

hope everything will turn out well in NS=)

就, 顺其自然, 吧

went to pasir ris mrt station to meet yz in the evening today
then, we made our way to downtown east, where yz going to have her chalet soon
while she went to look for her chalet in the downtown east area, i saw shuli outside!
didnt tok much with him, i guess he was busy and he hurried away.
he is blooming with happiness, from what i see. haha. jia you ba shuli.

we spent 2hrs together at the beach, and she left for her chalet bbq.
its really a heavy sigh of relief, after so many days of turmoil and confusion.
i am glad that things turned out fine.
initially before i was about to meet her, my heart was thumping very badly that it hurts lol
i was so worried about possible negativities that may be brought up.
but luckily, everything turned out fine. i worried for nothing. haha

realli hope to cya guys more these days, i will be enlisting on 9th! and thats like 5 days more.
i hope to spend 6th with my classmates, 7th with someone special, 8th with my family. can we?
and 9th i will be gone. Suddenly i hope that NS didnt exist. why is time so unfair? I want u so badly. anyway, after i go in, u all must take care k. and i am refering to my 07s201, 07s24, CCS, and drama friends. i will miss ya lots haha. thats all folks. tml will be NS shopping day

收拾好舊時光的傷口
投靠了陌生的河流
時間往前衝
沖散了你和我
沖散心跳脈搏
回憶寄放窗口

粉刷好舊屋簷的巷口
掩埋了淚眼的斑駁
在轉角之後
扣上故事門鎖
請你張開雙手
讓我死在懷中

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多 傷心過
過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔
散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞
來撫摸
雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多
傷心過
過後總會寬闊

握你的溫柔
散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞
來撫摸
雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

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falling in love with 蘇打綠
if i am not wrong, it is an indie band from Taiwan
my blog song is by them too

suddenly feeling so bored

the '2009' mood is trying to reformat my brain

haha

btw, i have a godsister le!

haha. glad that she is also a pig.

u are throwing at me, piles of uncertainties

we seem to be not exactly practicing

the decisions that we once preached

wonder if you were that sensitive,

fully aware of the unexpected things

that occured between you and me

it isnt as simple as it seems

my mind is swirling every minute

whenever u fill up my mental cavity

in this fateful december 08.


no way, no more, no limits

oh god find me a reason

to loose grip, of my feelings

going on has became very tiring

all i ask for, is to let me protect u

as long as u are happy.

for i will be bring out that smile

which i kept for a while

to welcome every new day that i spend with you

Title: December 08

written for my best friend. hope he feels better soon. jia you k!

early in the morning of 1st january 2009

i have the urge to blog about my last night with 2008

met up with the ppl at bugis junction at around 4 something, dinner was quite good at lao pa sat, and we made our way to marina barrage at around 7.30pm
since we didnt take the shuttle bus, we walked from the mrt to the barrage, and we reached the barrage at around 8.30pm
found a good area, and we started to sit around on the open field on top of the barrage

played truth or dare all the way tiill we reached the last minute of the year

fireworks has always been my highlight
beautiful and unblocked view of the blooming flowers of the night sky
i start to recall some stuffs which made me a little emotional inside

nonetheless, the accompany of friends will dilute my thoughts
soon, i was back to the usual me. hope no one saw any difference.
and it realli feels good to have close friends
to feel concern, to enjoy each other's presence

walking back from the barrage, we took the train from marina bay to simei, where we stayed overnight at yz's hse. i learned a new game called Hearts! cool game man. it was all about the Lao Zha Bo and the 13 broken pieces of hearts. wierd way of describing the game lol

went home at around 6.15 =)

our class guys are realli gung-ho
can u believe that we are meeting up again 10hrs after we left each other early this morning? haha

hope we can go out more often this way k haha

HAPPY 2009