Tuesday, May 6, 2008

yesterday was CCS last debrief.....
not everyone turned up..
but there was alot that i wanted to say to CCS
i wanted to give credit to the props, the music, the lights and the actors..
i wanted to thank them for making this dream come true..
just like wat siew li said, its realli a dream we once didnt dare to make..
i regreted choking on my words when i was given the chance to speak as the actor..
i had alot to say actually, but then.. i cant control my emotions..

We were the super underdogs of the competition..
i guess all the schools were saying "wow! meridian! first time."
we've come this far, i am more than contented; i am glad that i had an unforgettable 18-years-old
no one expected us to even step into the finales.. we were not even an official 'Drama Club'
and we rehearsed only for less than 2 months..

i am happy that i joined CCS in the first place.
i remember coming to MJC open hse 2006, and i saw CCS booth.
it was quite quiet there; and i was attracted by the LWSSOM music lessons they had.
i went over, and Kok Ann and Hui Ping intro me to CCS.
I was telling Yee Chuan, i wanted nothing to do with Drama. i loved music only.
and..... here i am.
its been a short 1 year i had with Chinese Drama.
but i learned quite alot. and i was given so many chances to perform.
i feel soo attached to Arts theatre of Singapore now.
to think that, if i were to make the wrong choice during my cca selection, i wouldnt be who i am today.
CCS changed me.
although i werent close to many of the CCS members, i felt the urge to commit.
all because this was a cca that gave me chances.
come to think of it, the chances were given not because i deserved it, but because there was no choice as our cca had too little Guys..

haha, after spending this 1 year so fruitfully, reality told me many times that there are many things that can only be stored as memories, and nothing more.
After the Debrief, i was trying to take pictures of CCS gathering together in class and working together for the last time carrying the props and costumes around.
but too bad i couldnt upload them onto my blog.
its all in my head now.

cant wait for mr gan's treat.
and ccs bbq perhaps?
haha

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